Genuinely looking into switching a full time job to be a full time student with a part time job. My expenses are pretty low (or will be once I knock this credit card out next month)…I think it’s survivable.
Just have to decide if I really love film enough to go to school for it or if there’s something else I love enough or like enough to go to school for.
The loans after all of this will be appalling but I think I’d take it. I’d take it if it meant going off to do anything else, anywhere else.
I’ve been thinking about doing this a few times but now….well, now, it’s time to research because it’s suddenly late May of 2013 and it will just as suddenly be late May of 2014 and I can’t be here still, I can’t.
MANAGER HAS FINALLY LEFT. So my coworker will revert to mumbling and silence. I’m pretty sure he’s just this way with me and I don’t particularly care all that much cause I can be just as monotone and blank but God, it’s annoying.
At least half ass politeness, bro. Even I can half it.
phenomenaaa replied to your post: I’m not sure if it’s this song or if I’m genuinely…
I’m not sure if it’s this song or if I’m genuinely at my limit again but I’m seconds from crying at work when I barely kept it back yesterday.
As soon as I possibly can, gonna start applying everywhere I can. I’m so done with this.
Nothing is even happening right now but I have this simmering distaste for this hotel and for the guy I have to work with.
I just want to run. Can I plausibly find a part time job and go to school or something?
I have to escape.
oh my gosh
THIS JOKE SHALL BE TOLD FOREVER
SERIOUSLY so many beethoven jokes on my dash recently
Is This A Kink I Have Or Was This Fic just Really Well Written; an existential crisis in three acts